Im so sorry for you loss. In this world , here on this website we all share the same pain . The loss of a loved one. I too lost my son in a car accident in July 2011 . I have been to hell and back , crawling on my knees. On Monday was my sons birthday , and I found myself trying to be brave, going to get much needed groceries. I just broke down crying inside the shop. This time of year is too much for me. All the Christmas carols , decorations and all , is just too much.
You , must be strong my dear friend. Live each day ... minute by minute if you have too .
God Bless and I will be thinking of you . Love and light and prayers .